This will be my first entry for the year 2009 and it will be quite lengthy.So please bear with me.
I abandoned didn’t update this blog for such a long time. Many things had happened since the last time i update this blog. Leave my group in uni for a year, working, meeting people, new members of the family, joining back brand new groups, betrayal,loyalty etc.
I missed my fellow friends in EL 2005. Some of them pursuing Master Degree, some battling for their brighter future and some perhaps maybe still wandering around to search for their own place.
To all my fellow friends, wish you all good luck in your future
Year 2008 definitely is not easy for me. There is a time when i’m thinking of want to suicide runaway from reality. Adapting in new groups which quite difficult for me as they already have their own circle of groups and friends. Luckily meet few kepoh friendly friends and hang out with them.
March 2008 definitely would be unforgettable month for me. Betrayal from someone that i love and care so much. Because of it, my life totally changed, totally in a mess. The only solution for me is to buried myself under tones of works. Everyday interviewed more than 20 candidates, pretending to be OK in front of my colleague.No matter how i act strong during day time, i won’t be able to control myself when night falls. No every single night i sleep with tears on cheeks. But then i need to thanks someone, my closest ji mui. A young mother of two lovely kids.
Dear Yuki, thanks for always being there for me. I really do appreciate you as my lovely ji mui.
No matter how, all these whatever happened will be my past life. I love my present life. Have a bunch of monkeys nice friends besides me, we share the joy, laughter and sadness. Will update from time to time regarding my present life.
What will happen to my future life? Who knows? No body knows what will happen to you and me tomorrow. I believe life is a never ending journey. A journey where we meet people that love us, hate us and hurt us. Life is not complete without them. And it’s in our hand to decide how are we going to live our life in future.
Perhaps, life is a drama. A drama where you and i will decide the ending for the story.
